I do enough selling on Craigslist to get my fair share of deadbeats. You would think “come on, how bad can it be REALLY?” Really, it’s THAT bad. In the last 2 weeks, I’ve had someone pick up half of their stuff and not return for the rest (or to pay me), I’ve had someone trying to find my street in SHEBOYGAN, I’ve had 3 people who never showed up when they said they would and two of them took a few more days than what they had originally said. I just don’t get it. Some of the stuff I was giving away was free as well and people STILL don’t show up for it. What is wrong with you!? I just don’t get it.
I feel like I’m super irritable lately as well… most likely due to my mom passing. It’s been hitting me hard in the last few days and I’m not really sure what to think. One minute I’m fine, the next I can’t even see because I’m crying so hard. I can’t believe how hard this is. I always knew my mom wouldn’t live to be very old but at the same time, I didn’t think this was her time, not yet. In my mind, I blame people for what happened to her. I blame them for putting stress onto her and I blame them for her death. I’m not getting into it online or publicly but if I ever see these people again, I will let them know how I feel about what they did to my mom in the years prior to her passing on. It angers me so much. She didn’t deserve anything that was done to her. If only people really knew the truth but so many have been told lie after lie about what happened. I hate being right, especially over this.
Thank God for my husband & kids. It’s been almost 8 years for us and I can’t imagine being anywhere else. We have hit rough patches but somehow we’re pulling through them (even at the hardest time in our lives). My kids keep me going. DJ catches me with a tear in my eye and says “It’s okay momma, we’ll see grandma again when we go to heaven” which only makes me cry more but yet makes me smile.
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